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“The Blogging Syndrome: What the girlfriend shouts, and what the boyfriend hears?”

TO BE HONEST, I just realised that sometimes, it can be reallllly uncomfortable to blog about something when you know that your boyfriend might be reading it! Are you nodding your head with me? Not that I want to talk about Dwayne Johnson or Hussein Ruffedge even though he knows I adore these two uhuh-uhuh-hot men]. Only that I have no idea on what he will think when/after reading this little site of mine. I don’t know whether he is judging me by the words I use [which I strongly claim are very innocent. Lalala]. Maybe he is laughing at my emotional expression? Who knows he’s thinking that the topics I brought up in this blog is similar to a little girl who is still sucking her lollipop and skipping around the kindergarten’s playground? Okay, first, he watches the House on Starworld; and I on the other hand, watch Gossipgirl. Second, he is excited to watch Batman ‘The Dark Knight’; and I on the other hand am excited to watch ‘What Happens in Vegas’. Third, he watches Detective Conan; and I watch Totally Spies. But one thing that makes me sound cooler than him. That is ‘I shower once a day, and he wastes water and shower twice a day’ :D  Truly, I don’t really have to worry about what he thinks about blogging, cause he understands what I love to write and talk about. Eventhough he accuses me this everday: “Itupun mau announceeee”. Haha! He adores the life of tranquility and he loves to keep a low profile. The best and down to earth man I’ve ever loved and respected. But I love writing and I love it when people read my writing and they enjoy every single letter or number I type.

I BELIEVE, among the bloggers (or maybe you who are reading this), sometimes, it comes across our minds, that writing a journal about our daily routine can be an interesting blogging style to try out. Yet sometimes we think ‘where is the practicality of writing our daily routine other than highlighting what we are up to just for the sake of seeking for attention? Then comes in another thought, ‘why must we bother to people’s reaction after reading our blog’? Lastly I come into a conclusion, ‘I don’t care’.. Blogging is fun and no specific justification we should bother to stress on. I must say I just realized that writing is my new interest. Do blog. And blog. And hope we don’t stop.

And oh by the way. About the once a day shower thingy, I don’t think you should overthink too much about it. Because I am still a good girl and will still take shower twice a day. Plus, I have a friend who didn’t take shower for three days on row whatttt. Euw. I know.

This song is my favourite song now. [Maklumlah..tgh IN LOVE niee..semua lagu pun nak sentimental kaw kaw punya sentimental laah!] Any songs related to him i will make it as my ringtone..semua mellow mellow. tralalala.

Oh damn! I hate it when I try freaking hard to impress people with my first paragraph. So let me just start the writing by saying anything which flies across my mind. First, of course HE is my favourite thing to talk about first. My LOVE came down to KK with his parents& I am glad to have a family dinner with his family and my family. The dinner at Atlantis was awesome (the dinner was the main highlight of his kk trip this time). But my exhaustion was too over the limit and dragging me madly to dreaming about a lovely comfortable pink bed with many pillows on a purplish lovely duvet. I enjoyed every single program with him. From picking him up from the Air Asia Terminal 2, to walking by the street from Promenade Hotel to the nearest shopping mall. Holding hands is my very favourite thing [Yes baby this is VERY important to announce..hehe].. I love him.  7.7.2008 was another sweet day [despite my papa&mama’s anniversary]!

But did I tell you my period week starts today? That chiefly means that my Pre-Menstrual Syndrome shit haunted me a week ago. My mood was extremely full-blast emotional and the typhoon of sensitivity has smashed me strongly and disturbed me annoyingly. Damn it. I’ve always forgotten to jot down the date of “PMS-week-coming” on my calendar. This jotting-down thing is pretty crucial for me to commit so that I will able to see the warning of “extra-patience-NEEDED PLEASE”. You know, the mood-swing week actually able to destroy some of my friendship flow, some of my relationship journey and what’s more? It can also horribly destroy my familyship castle. During this week of mood-swing, I’ve ALWAYS fail to control the situation around me. I consent the wobbly sucky moody angry cry baby emotions to dominate my surroundings powerfully, thus, I let de stupid and emotion-based decisions to monopoly every single thing/task I do. Not forgetting, during the week of mood-swing too, my words can kill thousands people, my face expression can portray the best cruella bitch face ever, my i-don’t-wanna-talk-to-you shit slaps people around me. THOUSANDS apologiez come out from me every time the PMS-week ends. Sometimes I am not able to fix the destructed friendship/relationship/familyship/faults after the hard girlie-thing-week. Fcuk huh?

Okay.

Today is simply about making the emcee-task quickly done and spending the very last precious time with my LOVE before he went back to his hometown (that is in Kuching). So this morning, I woke up early and got ready to become the emcee at an event held in Inanam. I had no idea of what to wear, but I wanted to look friendly, easy and lovely, yet not too corporate-woman looking. So I grabbed my bright pink spaghetti to pair it with my black formal pants. It worked! I looked extremely like what I’d wanted. BUT the long-sleeves jacket looked a little too informal for an event which involved Mayor as the guest of honour. So, I decided to wear my sister’s grey office-coat instead. And like what you have in your mind now, Yes, I did impress the crowd with my corporate-woman attire. Down. Anyways, the emceeing went well. I had a smooth emceeing journey when teaming up with Brother Ajim for the very first time. He was really GOOD and I was impressed with his talent to talk like a true and happening emcee. He knows how to make a lifeless atmosphere alive and he knows how to let the audience to not waiting for too long. And I was there as though I was his backup second voice [well..that shouldn’t happen at all and I will try to avoid such mistake again. Both emcees should dominate and blow the ceremony off together. Two are better than one donkey. Lalala.

After the event, I drove back to KK City. I called my LOVE and asked where he was, and he said he was at the Promenade Café. He asked me to join them lunch and I did. Parked my car at the basement and made my way to the Café. Aunt asked me to have the Buffet lunch but I ordered spaghetti and ice lemon tea instead. I wonder why my appetite wasn’t boosted by the choices of buffet at Promenade today. Usually the choices are amazing. Just not today. After the lunch, we went back to the room and ready to check out of the hotel. Two boxes, check! Two luggage, check! Hehehe. Called up the bellboy and giezz, he was helpful. Alrighty, I’d like to fast-forward the next thing happened after the checking out process because fyi, I hate bye-byes. I am supposed to have an event at Inanam again tonight but then..resting at home wins my heart more. Leave the work behind please?. Lol! See ya.